double tango

Friendship is never jealous or selfish!

2010-03-28T19:50:00.000-07:00

Went to Naz's gradshow yesterday! damn niceee seeing all of them graduate...It seems like just yesterday when we graduated from secondary school.
Just one more year and it's gonna be my turn babayy!!:)
Finally went to ECP on friday night with the guys and cycled abit!
Saturday was spent meeting up with the JC buddies,after what seems like ages,to celebrate shini's birthdayy!!!:)
Finally watched Vinaithaandi Varuuvaaya last night and it was really awesome and I didn't expect the ending!!!:( The movie gave me false hopes then in the end it was just a disappointment!!HAIX! ANd they seriously placed the song 'hosanna' at the wrong part!!
Might be watching the lovely bones later!!! The book was freakin' awesome and I really can't wait to watch it...Looking forward to watching clash of the titans tooo!!
*i wanna club this weekend!*

OH! and I'm moving to tumblr!! Might drop by to blogger less often so catch me there folksss!!:)

& not even a sorry?
at least for the way u msged.
Sometimes u really know who are wholeheartedly ur real frens and who were just 'tolerating' you just for the sake of friendship.
disappointment.

2010-03-24T01:23:00.000-07:00

so i managed to clear all my modules.Thats the only good thing.
My gpa still sucks like ________.
HAHAHA! BUT WHO CARES?! Its gonna be my final year and I'm never EVER gonna look back at my course again.Maybe just 1 or 2 modules!!!:)

Selfishness.
Ungratefulness.
Now I realise.

Updateeeeeeeee

2010-03-23T00:33:00.000-07:00

Okayyy I shall try to revive my blog...It looks sooo dead alreadyy!!!
TOMORROWS RESULTS DAYYYY!!! I am sooo gonna DIE. I have a horrible feeling about it and i don't wanna forward any modules...NONONOOO! I don't wanna stay in SP doing this horrible course,longer than I'm supposed to!!!
Went to check out the australian univerties open house and i got alot alot of information,took brochures! So for now I'm guessing either perth,queensland or melbourne OR I could go to Newzealand...!!:)
And I am SOOOO NOT! gonna take a degreee which is based on my course anymore probably would be doing physiotherapy or occupational therapy cause they involve modules that I have taken in poly too so i guess it wont be soo hard ehh...Besides it won't just involve boring lab work!:)

OHHH! And speaking about boring lab work, I am at attachment...And guess what It involves?!! BORING LAB WORK! DUH. Haix.horrible!!! Spending half my time waiting for experiments to be done finish the only good thing is there's alot of waiting time and i only work few hours a day doing experiments cause half the time I'm just waiting!!! Another thing its in Jurong Island which is like sooo ulu and my company is surrounded by just bare land and 1 factory...But the people here are nice sooo thats the plus point!!!:)

2010-03-06T08:12:00.000-08:00

Finallyy Exams over bitchessssssss!
WOOHOOOO! am soo happyyy i could fly!! BUT this only means, the start of the dreaded attachment!! Its gonna ruin the whole of my holidays! HAIX!!:(
Alot has been happening since i last blogged and i really donno where to start..
OH before that, I totally screwed up 1 of my papers! AND I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANNA FORWARD ANY DAMN MODULE! Hopefully my teachers save me! :( Am sooo NOT looking forward to the results...
OH WELL...Its practically confirmed that I am gonna go overseas after the diploma...And I really wish someone would come with me(so there would be company!):)

Anw my plans for this holidayssss!(Most only applicable for the weekends since i have attachment during weekdays!):(

1.SUN.SEA.SAND!!! I NEED TO GO TO THE BEACHHHHH BABAYYYY!!(even though singapore's starting to become freakin' hot already!)

2.Search For information on application for Universities overseas(occupational therapy in Aussie or NZ)

3.GO visit the integrated resort in sentosa!!! AND i sooo wanna go to the universal studiossss!!!

4. Join salsa classes(I WANT!)/ Continue with indian classical dance classes(MY MOM WANTS!)

5. Go visit Eskibar!

6. Dinners and catch-up session with the secondary school girls!(weekdays!)

7. Visit CHOCO WORLD!

8. GYM occasionally to keep fit!

9. GO pulau ubin to cycle!

10. GO for a mini trip to shanghai with family!(Tentative!)

Finally,before the holidays are over i soooo wanna go clubbing! dancing has become sooo addictive!!

2010-02-02T05:52:00.000-08:00

Saturday early morning: Thaipusm!!! Bro carried kavadi this year also...LONG WAIT for about 2hours plus outside the 2nd temple:S After which we had prayers at home...
Went out with the cousins(malini and latashni) at night...Seeshaaa babay! Talked alot alot and caught up on all the interesting storiesss(gossips!) lols :) guys gossip more than girls! Anyway left the seesha place very late and cabbed to latashni's house. Stayed over there...Watched the 'law abiding citizen'! It was a veryyy good movie,but i kept falling asleep!!:D We had lunch(Pizzas and magnum ice-cream) at latsey's place...Then we left...Met up with subra,ananth,mohan and anitha at woodlandsss:)
Its gonna be a BUZZZYYYY week. Studying for a test now...:(

2010-01-24T23:24:00.003-08:00

FINALLY, went to watch 3 idiots at rex. Such an awesome movie!!!
I laughed till i cried! especially during the speech part where there were many 'screws' and 'bossoms'! HAHA.

HAIX exams around the corner,test on thursday,datasheets to complete.
Its time to touch my heart and say 'AAL IS WELL!' :)

2010-01-23T10:45:00.000-08:00

Rehan Qadri: Oh, youre blind.
Zooni Ali Beg: Yes, you didnt see that? Are you blind too?
Rehan Qadri: Thank God, Im not.
Zooni Ali Beg: Thats a nice thing to say to a blind person.
Rehan Qadri: If I was blind, I couldnt have seen the most beautiful thing in the world, you. "Your beauty made God make a mistake, what more can I say? So that you dont caste an evil eye on yourself,he took your eyes away."

what an awesome movie, fanaa is! I can never get sick of that movie or tearing cause of the movie...I want my very own Rehan(aamir khan) who recites poetry and says veryvery sweet things...I don't want a terrorist though. Have been very busy with school and been super lazy to blog.My life's been muchmuch better since my last post:) Shall try to blog more frequently from now on! :) For now, i shall leave ya'll with another quote from fanaa.:) This kinda movies just make me wanna fall in love all over again!

Tere Dil Mein Meri Saanson Ko Panaah Mil Jaye...Tere Ishq Mein Meri Jaan Fanaa Ho Jaaye!(May my breath find shelter in your heart. May my life be destroyed in
your love.) Fanaa!♥

2010-01-15T10:08:00.000-08:00

Didn't get much time to blog for sooo long...
have been having loadsa fun when suddenly everything bad happens!
1. I screwed up my lab test. LIke did dumb mistakes after dumb mistakes. I swear a 7 year kid could do better. Felt damn dumb.
2. Was so depressed about the test that i decided to go to the library with puva and the other guys AND then after veryyy long, i realise, my wallet is missing!!!
3. Searched the school,high and low and couldn't find my wallet.
I had my I/C,ezlink,nets card,cashcard,house key,gate card,precious 20 dollar note and a freaking 100dollars plus of cash inside my wallet!!! OH not forgetting my PDL and my BBDC membership card.HOW UNLUCKY RIGHT!? i have never lost anything so valuble in my life before,besides my uncle and grandad. HORRIBLE FEELING.reallyyyY!!!
Went to report at the police station with Ananth and Puva, thank god i had company all the way till my grandma's house so i could continue whining about the lost wallet. Thanks to ananth.
4.Today, got into a HUGE argument with the ever-so-lovely parents. Went to WCP,initially planned to sit alone and THINK. then my mom had to go call puva and he came down to accompany me...I love my parents alot.BUT certain things they do is just so UNFAIR. i know i get more freedom than most girls my age, like i could club and all once in blue moon. BUT,i just can't stand to see my 17 yr bro getting more freedom than me.And i just can't stand the really high expectations they have of me, expecting me to be a perfect ANGEL with perfect FRIENDS and who just listens to them and do whatever they say.(although i argue with them and all. i ultimately end up doing most of the things they want me to!!! Because i don't wanna disappoint them!:S)Their expectations really annoy me and affect me in a bad way and i take it out on them by telling them directly. Anyway this kind of arguments just makes us closer cause then we talk things out and they know what i want and vice versa. WCP was good. Helped me clear my mind and i could stop crying after awhile.Mcspicy meal made my day,It always does!Thanks puva, for the company and for diverting my attention my talking about other topics!!!:)

Okay on a brighter note, Tweety bird is actually a GUY!!!hahaha.

2009-12-31T12:14:00.000-08:00

A VERY QUICK POST.
meet ups with the poly mates.meet-up with the secondary school girlies.Jeans,new yr's eve party.
Life's GOOOOOOOOOOD.
2010 started off with a big loud BANG!

2009-12-26T10:46:00.000-08:00

At Troy!

At the galatasaray stadium!

The blue mosque

Snow along the way!

Just a sneak preview of the photos from turkey...more to come in the next post, along with the awesome stories!!! turkey was just freaking awesome and freaking rich in history...and the people there are just sooo friendly and crazily HOT! It was an enjoyable trip, with an awesome tour guide,relatives and hotels!
We watched a galatasaray match at the galatasaray stadium! which was awesome, the fans were super duper happening!! FUNFUNFUN!!

Sherlock holms is an awfully good movie to catch! watched it with puva and subra just now and i think its one of the better movies i've watched this year!!:)

2009-12-12T08:00:00.000-08:00

6 hours of shopping!!! my feet still hurt.. Exams were okayy.I am just happy to have gotten it over and done with!!=D Tommorrow i am flying off to the land of kebab and belly dancing!!! TURKEY BABAYY!! Will be away for 2 weeks and will be back on christmas, with loadsa stories to tell!:) xoxo

2009-12-05T07:20:00.000-08:00

Dinner at Jalan kayu today with the family and the bro's girlfriend!
My parents and I went to pick my brother and his gf from pasiris and then it was off to jalan kayu for some awesome pratas!!!
Had 2 plain pratas each and then decided to try the ice-cream prata as well as the paper prata!!! They were nice but i seriously still think the ice-cream prata there is abit over-priced!! it was 6 freaking bucks for 1 ice-cream prata!!! =S

OKAY NOW, ITS BACK TO DISRUPTION,CLARIFICATION,DIALYSIS AND PRECIPITATION!
=( seriously cannot wait for the much needed trip to turkeyyyy! been soo long since we went for a proper holiday(Malaysia,not counted!)!! the last was,Korea, i think?? or Goa? 2 years back??!
CAN'T WAIT! THE COUNTRY OF BELLY-DANCING, HERE I COMEE BABAYYY!!=)

The lovely bones

2009-12-01T00:02:00.000-08:00

The lovely bones. Its one of the most awesome books i have read so far!!
Its about a girl who was raped and murdered by her neighbour!(who is sucha dog please!)
He cut her into pieces before throwing her somewhere...And the book is from her viewpoint, from up in heaven...She will be telling how her dad will still be talking to her neighbour, not realising how he was the one who murdered her, her family still did not want to believe that she was dead, how they found only her arm, and how the police was solving the mystery of her disappearance.Its really a touching book because she does not even show a bit of anger on her neighbour. She had such a loving family, nice friends and she was only 12.
The book is damn awesome!! I read it halfway,before my cousin brother took it back!!=(
He said there is going to be a movie released, based on this book!! i sooo cannot wait!!

Friday night!=)

2009-11-27T21:07:00.000-08:00

Double O. Obar.
FUNFUNFUN!:
)
Yasotha,Sasi,Puven,Daya,Subra,Ananth,Anand
My thumb is blue-black and swelled up....all cause sasikumar sat on it!
That shows he has gained weight...

Doing my damn report now...HAIX. assignments are just spoiling the long weekend...Gonna head over to grandma's place in abit...might be staying over! WOOHOOO! =D

long weekendd!

2009-11-26T09:27:00.000-08:00

Its soo wierd falling for a friend...
especially if you never ever saw him as anything more than a friend, before & u have spent alotta retarded moments with him doing retarded things like normal friends do...
TIme really changes everything huh....WIERD. From what i see and feel,its never good liking a friend,especially a close one...If problems arise after that, you could just say a big GOODBYE to your friendship...

Its the long weekend babayyy! parents are heading to KL tommorrow morning without us!!
hope they have fun! Tommorrow i will be most probably heading to the minds cafe at boat quay for dinner!! can't wait!! Time to catch up on studies too....exams are next,next week!=(
good luck to me...

Bella: "Why am I covered in feathers?" Edward: "I bit a pillow or two."

the notebook

2009-11-22T02:06:00.000-08:00

Noah: You're bored! You're bored and you know it! You wouldn't be here if there weren't something missing.

Allie: You arrogant son of a bitch!

Noah: Would you just stay with me?

Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we are already fighting.

Noah: Well that's what we do. We fight. You tell me when I'm being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are being a pain in the ass. Which you are 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a two second rebound rate and you're back doing the next pain in the ass thing.

Allie: So what.

Noah: So it's not going to be easy. It's going to be really hard. And we're going to have to work at this every day. But I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, every day.

I think the notebook is the best movie to watch if u really feel like crying alot! i still cry everytime i watch the movie or read the book...Its damn touching...I think, even a veryvery tough guy would cry...

2009-11-22T01:04:00.000-08:00

woohooooooo! woke up bright and early, this morning at 7am!!
& ITS A SUNDAY!!!(I know, many people would be shocked!)

Its grandparents' day! I am grateful for all that they have done for me, from supporting me when my parents nag at me, to buying for me things at the most random times, or for all those entertaining stories they would tell, I simply love them...Went to chinese garden in the morning with one of my grandmothers, my aunties and cousins...walked 1.7km and then entered science centre. Some of the exhibits i saw, when i was in primary school, are still there! And now science centre is having a new exhibition called body world...It is darn awesome, i went for the same exhibition a few years back at the EXPO....darn cool...this is supposedly more awesome than the first one!

You could run from someone you feared, you could try to fight someone you hated. All my reactions were geared toward those kinds of killers – the monsters, the enemies. When you loved the one who was killing you, it left you no options. How could you run, how could you fight, when doing so would hurt that beloved one? If your life was all you had to give your beloved, how could you not give it? If it was someone you truly loved?
Bella Swan, Breaking Dawn, Book One Preface, p.1

2009-11-21T08:43:00.000-08:00

Reasons for the change of blogskin:
1. Robbert pattinson a.k.a Edward cullen is such a hottie!!!!
2. Its the 'vampire' season yet again, new moon is going to be released soon!!
I think i won't mind falling in love with a vampire, if he is as hot as Edward cullen!!! OMG!!
(I know I sound like some fanatic 13 year old girl! BUT just look at EDWARD CULLEN!AHHHHHHHHHHH!!)

I am such a easily confused person...its scaryy!
No more hasty decisions. It's not about the heart, its about the mind, from now on...

shazana's 20th!

2009-11-20T11:46:00.000-08:00

Shazana's 20th birthday was on 19th november(Thursday!) HAHA I LOVEEE BIRTHDAYS! Faiz,Puvanesh,Yasotha,Daya,Ananth,Naven,Vishaal,Asraf and I train-ed from
school to ang mo kio....Headed to pizza hut to have dinner there...Shazana and Anish came
awhile later...YUMMY FOOD, AWESOME COMPANY...=D

Friday..
I satisfied my craving for mcspicy at last! ate at macs with Faiz and Bavaani! Met Yasotha and went to tekka for threading and then went clarke quay to chill! Ate ice-cream!!!!! I SAW SITI NADIAH BTE SULIANI after sooo long!! We talked alot and alot especially about her attachment...drama,drama and more dramaaa everywhere!!Hope things get fine for her on monday! we talked all the way and took the same bus from harbour front, talked more till she got down from the bus....I miss my secondary school girlfriends!!

I LOVE YASOTHA D/O JAYABALAN FOR THE AWESOME COMPANY! AND YES,

WE HAVE A NEW RESOLUTION!

to get a date by 1st december=D woooooohoooooooo!!=D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORDAAAAAAAAAAAAANN! =D

2009-11-18T05:38:00.000-08:00

Plant science test today was OKAYYYYYYYYY!!! Everything i studied came out except 1 or 2 of the MCQ questions=S
Attended the NTU talk today and it certainly helped me 'wake up'! I should start thinking about what I want to do after poly...Was thinking of pursuing a degree in physiotheraphy,speech theraphy or occupational theraphy, after poly..Doing research in the lab is definitely out...
FIRST, I GOTTA BUCK UP AND IMPROVE MY GPA!(I have been saying this since year 1 semester 1, but i have not been doing anything about it! Haixxx) TIME TO GET SERIOUS!

& I HAVE YET TO WATCH 2012!!! I'm probably gonna watch it this weekend!!
AND IT'S TIME, I GET MY BIG,FAT ASS TO THE GYM! =S

Paranormal activity

2009-11-16T07:25:00.000-08:00

Went to watch paranormal activity at JP with Imda!!!!
It was veryy freaky, especially when i realised it was a true incident and happened really!! super freakyy...used to think that this kinda stuff, that demons exist and all, used to be crap!!! Now i am thinking maybe, i was wrong!!! CREEPYYYY!!don't know how am i going to get myself to sleep tonight!!=(

The ending is still stuck in my head and the ending bit was the freakiest!!=S
beginning and all was pretty boring and it got more and more exciting as the movie went along...
Next movie to watch is 2012!!=(

Now i shall go and study for the plant science test!!!=D

2009-11-15T02:51:00.000-08:00

Friday went to pasiris with the family to pick up my cousin bro from camp...And then went to his house and was supposed to watch 2012 but the tickets were all sold out!=(
I WANNA WATCH THAT MOVIE AND PARANORMAL ACTIVITY SOOOO BADLY!
Saturday had a function at home...veryvery good food and relatives came over...Faiz picked me up and we went to daya's house for deepavalli function around 8plus...had ververy good food there tooo!=D Stayed until 11.plus and took the bus back with Tejas and ganesh...It was good catching up with ganesh after what seems like ages...Sundayy woke up early...Had a function to attend, my parents left earlier and then my bro, my cousin and I cabbed there....GOOOD FOOD AGAIN! yummy briyaani!!
IF I GROW FAT, ITS NOT MY FAULT! I CAN'T HELP IT IF THERE'S GOOD,IRRESISTABLE,FATTENING FOOD EVERY WEEKEND! =(

REMINDER TO SELF: ONLINE ASSIGNMENTS(BIOSTATISTICS & MICROBIOLOGY) & PLANT SCIENCE TEST(WEDNESDAY)

SKorean woman passes driver's exam on 950th try

2009-11-08T00:02:00.001-08:00

For all those who have failed their Basic theory or final theory test for more than 10, 20 or even 50 times, do not worry!!! There are people MUCH worst than ya'll!!
read this article:

SKorean woman passes driver's exam on 950th try
AP - Friday, November 6
SEOUL, South Korea – A woman in South Korea who tried to pass the written exam for a driver's license with near-daily attempts since April 2005 has finally succeeded on her 950th time.
The aspiring driver spent more than 5 million won ($4,200) in application fees, but until now had failed to score the minimum 60 out of a possible 100 points needed to get behind the wheel for a driving test.
Cha Sa-soon, 68, finally passed the written exam with a score of 60 on Wednesday, said Choi Young-chul, a police official at the drivers' license agency in Jeonju, 130 miles (210 kilometers) south of Seoul.
Police said Cha took the test hundreds of times, but had no specific total. Local media said she took the test 950 times.
Now she must pass a driving test before getting her license, Choi said.
Repeated calls to Cha seeking comment went unanswered. She told the Korea Times newspaper she needed the license for her vegetable-selling business.

2009-11-05T22:52:00.000-08:00

The Halloween weekend!=)

2009-11-01T09:10:00.000-08:00

The RP show was actually pretty good!!! although it was short, it was entertaining and not draggy at all...And i thought that Imda and the girl acted really well!! =) Jordan was good with the keyboard,as usual...didnt noe he could sing as well!! Alot of us(SP+sec sch friends) went for the show and then we had dinner at ljs...By the time we went, only the 3.95 meal was left...and it was horrible...i still prefer the 2 chicken combo(The one i always eat!)=)
Today I went to Jurong point with my mum to buy a bag from charles and keith...FINALLYY!!=D
I am HAPPYYYY!!!
Mum's very sick, she has been vomitting the whole night!she went to the doctor and got 2 injections!!! I guess it must be food poisoning!!
Hope she gets well fasterrrrrr!!!!
school's supposed to be at 10am tommorow but have to go at 8 to get the results of our practicals last week!(count how much bateria growth there is and stuff!) ANNOYANCE!=S

I HATE FRIDAYS!

2009-10-29T07:15:00.000-07:00

Met up with deborah par and nazurah yesterday...Ate at swensens...I still prefer pizzas from pizza hut..compared to the ones at swensens! As usual, it always feels good meeting up with the secondary school gfs...
School has been O.K...Have been trying to force myself to wake up early every morning and i am proud to say that i have been on time or early for most of my classes *proud smile!*
Trying not to skip any classes which has been quite impossible! and i have skipped like 1 lesson on wednesday and another day!!!*not-soooo-proud smile!*
It's really been soo hard to wake up early and trying to stay awake through the boring,dry lectures...Tommorrow is going to be the worst day...Fridays' are supposed to be more relaxing but then my timetable is crazy...Classes from 8-6...all the way...The only 1 hour break that i have, is being replaced by some make-up class...Which means that i don't have ANY break at all....And there's a practical from 3-6!=S
Kay, i shall stop whining for now!! My fridays SUCKKKKK!!

funerals

2009-10-27T09:37:00.001-07:00

I hate attending funerals because of the gloomy atmosphere that comes along with it. Funerals makes me feel a little uncomfortable. I would always get reminded of the funerals of my uncle and grandpa...somehoww..And that's one of the reasons why i dont like attending funerals! Its really sad seeing people pass on especially if they are really young and had so many things they could have done or had many things that they missed out on, in their lives..And if their older, its sad to see them passing on, leaving their families and friends behind..
Death is certain. I guess everyone would be hoping to living a fulfilled life,knowing you have done everything,no matter how crazy, you wanted to.. and dying feeling satisfied that you have lived life to the fullest.. :)

Looking forward to the halloween weekend! =)

yaso's 19!

2009-10-23T05:57:00.000-07:00

On wednesday went to watch Aadavan at causeway point with yaso,ananth,puva,daya,mohan& devan...the movie was pretty good because of surya! and vadivellu's jokes were damn funnyy...Surya was freaking hot with the ear stud and freaking cool hairstyles...The costume designer for the movie alsoo was awesome because mosta the clothes surya and nayanthara wore during the songs, were less 'undor' and more modernised and nice...The storyline was average though...

Thursday was yaso's birthday and my school only ended at 4.30!=S

rushed to orchard to meet irene, bought the present for yasotha after sooo long of hunting for a suitable present...Then rushed to queenstown to meet anish,daya,ananth & puva....We bought the cake and cabbed to yaso's house...

SO the plan according to yaso was that we were meeting at vivo for dinner and when we were just outside her house, i told her to leave her house....hopefully she was surprised! hahaha

Imda and Faiz joined us later on...

The food was awesome...her mom ordered pizzas! and fried curry puffs and samosas! YUMMY!!

Then we played confessions,truth or dare and 'i've never!'...

It was kinda lame,funny but fun...had to take bus with puva home...a torturous journey full of questions and a brilliant fake story by me! HAHAHA!! reached home around 12...

alotalot of yummy food. glamourous outfits. getting richer!=P

2009-10-20T01:55:00.000-07:00

Deepavalli.
woke up at 6plus am and went to get ready,prayed and got the first red packet from the parents! =)
went to the murugan temple at jurong east, it was freaking crowded mostly filled with the foreigners...saw sindhu...! So we just went one round of the temple and then we were off to grandparents' (dad's parents) place...Had yummy breakfast there, collected red packets from grandparents and aunty and then we were off to my another grandma's place...had our lunch there(briyaani,but could eat very little onlyy!) and then collected red packets and then visited the rest of the older relatives...So we covered about 7 houses that day and the last house was latashni's one...Most of the other relatives were there tooo...They started playing cards and all and we only reached home at around 5.30am!
Was dead tired and we just slept and woke up around 1pm and rushed over to malini's place...Had our lunch there and then rushed back because people were coming over to our place...Visiting will continue next weekend...can't wait for more yummy food!!!
Oh yeahh...school has started and i have to force myself to do my work and revise everydayy and improve my damn gpa!!! Goodluck to me!!=)

2009-10-14T10:35:00.000-07:00

Met deborah par for lunch and dessert at far east plaza...
The shop is supposedly well-known for its desserts, known as dessert street...
The food was not bad....And then we walked to Ion, saw subra there!! then we went to just walk around and then i was off to tekka to meet yasotha...we threaded our eyebrows at rupinis and then met daya,shan and shafiq and had dinner at masala hut!
YUMMYYY cheese naan with chicken sambal!!=)
After walking around for a bit, i went to meet my parents to buy some saaris for my grandma and then came home!!!
I seriously can't wait for deepaavalli!!!!! =)

10 things i want in my bf

2009-10-11T11:57:00.000-07:00

Now, i am pretty sure what kinda boyfriend i want already..

1.Funnyy,makes me laugh, but knows when to be serious
2.Someone who i could have a good conversation with and never get sick of
3.adventurous and fun
4.committed
5.good-hearted
6.understanding, deals with problems well and is always willing to talk things out when problems arise
7.average-looking,not too short(above 165,although i am short),
8. Must not always praise me and all instead i prefer a guy who teases me once in awhile..(compliments are sweet,once in awhile=))
9. someone who not necessarily must be book smart but more like street smart and who i can always turn to if i am feeling like having an intelligent conversation with(HAHA WHICH IS ALMOST NEVER LAR!)
10. Someone who has always got my back, and who i can depend on no matter what

All of those above are equally important to me....OMG, looking at the list above, i think i am NEVER gonna find a boyfriend this century!!!

Some people are just soo incorrigible, its not as if we are soo close that you could be soo blunt about things...thinking u are perfect? haha sorry but i can spot so much flaws in your character,its annoying at times. I am just keeping quiet for my friend's sake! =)

2009-10-09T08:45:00.000-07:00

It's an amazing feeling =)

MONEY=EVIL

2009-10-08T07:19:00.000-07:00

Yippyyyy!!! met deborah par, after what seems like ages!!
Had some food at the cafe in je library!!
That girl just passed her TP with 12 points...I am sooo excited for her!!
next my TP is on 9th december, in about 2 months time!! i wanna pass soo sooo badlyy! hope i would be more confident,this time! NONONOOO mounting of kerbs!!=)

Borrowing money from people, no matter how close they are to you, is the worst thing ever!
Money could just bring people apart...It's just a horrible,horrible evil thing!!!
And never am i gonna borrow money from anyone, ever again!!!
A BIG NO-NOO TO BORROWING!! but i don't mind helping people by giving money, just that i am not gonna take money from anyone else, ever again(unless i am really desperately in need!)! It's just a horrible feeling. FULLSTOP!!

The birthday week!=)

2009-10-02T23:59:00.001-07:00

Dinner at pizza hut with yasotha,shazana,Imda& Faiz on wednesday.
On thursday, after mounting the curb and failing my damn TP, i went to meet imda and we went clementi kfc to have dinner with Irene and Puva. Yummie yummiee. And then Irene,Imda and I were off to west coast park!=)
Yesterday, faiz came over to my place and then dropped me at bukit gombak.Headed to BBDC with yasotha to top up my account and book the next TP. & then we were off to sentosa with shazana as well!!! FUNNESS!!=)

my fabulous 19th!

2009-09-29T09:56:00.000-07:00

2009-09-27T11:58:00.000-07:00

"HAPPY" BIRTHDAY TO ME!
just wanna get over and done with today..
=)
hoping the day wouldn't get any worse than it already has!
feel like going to west coast park alone, maybe that is what i shall do!

18 going on 19!

2009-09-27T08:25:00.001-07:00

Sooo alot has been happening! i don't even know where to starttt!! But i have been having tons of fun, thats for sure!! i am going to turn 19 in just a few minutes!! Although this year there won't be celebrations or anything, its always exciting when it comes to birthdays!! All the wishes would just make my day awesomee!(well if people wish me la!) SO i met yasotha just now and she bought a cake and made me blow a candle while singing the birthday song! SHE'S AWESOMEEE! and it was not even like my birthday yet...i blew the cake and all around 9plus? haha she bought me this awesomee top...i totally am in love with it, my mom loves it toooooo!and she wrote me a card asking me to improve my gpa!(my mum loved that part alot!) hahaha.
I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO TURNING 19!, older, wiser and more mature,i shall get!! =)

oooh yeahh i cleared all my modules although my grades for 3 of my modules suck, i am happy i cleared them!

A big fat cockroach just came to visit me, probably it wants to wish me for my birthday too...here comes mom to the rescueeeee!=)

RESULTSSSSSS

2009-09-22T09:23:00.000-07:00

ITS ALL IN GOD'S HANDS NOW!
RESULTS ARE GONNA BE OUT PRETTY SOON AND I AM FREAKING SCARED. I KNOW I SCREWED UP 2 OF MY MODULES LIKE BIG TIME!! I JUST HOPE I CLEAR ALL MY MODULES WITH A DECENT GPA!! OMG SOOO SCARY. I WENT TO VINAAYAGAR TEMPLE AT CHINATOWN WITH YASOTHA D/O JAYABALAN JUST NOW AND I DID 108 ROUNDS. OMG I AM SERIOUSLY SCARED...LIKE REALLY REALLY REALLYYYYYYY!!!

Fish n CO. & shopping

2009-09-21T10:57:00.001-07:00

Today was awesome! SHOPPING & YUMMYY FOOOOOD at FISH n CO with the UNCLE,BROTHER AND SMALL COUSINS!!!!=)
I bought a dress which i am sooo in love with!!

3rd week of the holidays=)

2009-09-20T07:01:00.000-07:00

For now, I am just gonna let the photos do the talking!!!=)
Holidays are awesome,I just don't want the results to be out, its gonna be scary i think i screwed up like 2 of my papers and whenever I think about it I feel like just burying myself into some hole and never coming out!! Need to go to the temple to complete the 108 rounds i promised Mr.vinaayagar, i would do!

FOOD.yummmyyy!!

2009-09-14T22:50:00.000-07:00

On Sunday went to cousin's place. Loads of yummyyummy food because sattish annae was going to NS on Monday!!
On Monday Faiz,Imda,Jordan,Yasotha,Shazana and I went to geylang to accompany Imda to buy his hari raya clothes and to break fast with them. The food was yummy, we bought different varieties of food from the pasar malam and sat at some carpark and ate! HAHA!! The girls bought mutton briyaani,3 cheesy hotdogs & 1 chicken ramli burger.YUMMIEE!Surprisingly, we bumped into Titus at the pasar malam and he lost alotalot of weight and seemed to have grown taller!!
It was fun yesterday with Yasotha and Faiz and their nonsense!!=)

downtown east madness!

2009-09-14T12:24:00.000-07:00

Chalet was a BLAST!Thursday-Saturday. It was fun, went wildwild wet and then the stupid,funny things that happened on the 2nd night..Pretty unforgettable..It was awesome and Faiz's birthday was awesome as well, although he saw the birthday cake in the fridge and still pretended that he didn't know about the surprise...It was all kinda funnyyy!! I love my friends loads,and yes, that includes u,Puva(IF U READ THIS,THEN I AM SORRY ABOUT EVERYTHING JUST WANTED TO SPILL WHATEVER THAT HAS BEEN ON MY MIND FOR SOMETIME!) The 1st night Brinda,Mahesh,Malini,My brother and I stayed over and Faizal dropped by and went back around 2plus.We went wild wild wet, early in the morning...(shamini,her brother,Niroshni,Me,Ravindira,Malini&Brinda).It was fun.
And then we came back showered and all and the rest left. SO it was just mahesh and Me and then Nasreen came. She wanted to surprise Faiz(AWWWWW!). SO later on my brother,viki(his friend who is pretty awesomee!),Shamini& her brother came back. And then Faiz and Imda and Latashni came. And Faiz was really shocked to see Nasreen it was soo funny! After awhile ananth and daya came with the birthday cake! We tried our best to hide it but it was near to impossible! HAHA!And then yasotha came and then Naven,Vishaal,Mohan,Puva& my bro's friends came later on. It was funny cause faiz knew the cake was for him all along, and he just pretended he didnt know. BUt he said it was his best birthday so far, so we feel pretty awesome about that!! haha.
Almost everyone hung around and left later.Yasotha stayed and some pretty funny things happened, now when we think about it!! HAHA..People change, we just gotta accept it!=) SHE WANTED TO STAPLE THE CAT'S EARS! HAHA WTH!!

2009-09-09T10:36:00.001-07:00

SOME PEOPLE ARE PLAIN IMMATURE.PERIOD.
sometimes it just annoys the hell outta me when i even think about it.
HELLOOO some of u guys are like even gonna become adults(21) in 1year or 2years time and is this the way you guys deal with problems? in a childish and immature way?
Its been so long since the incident, and u guys can't forgive and forget? Even the main person who is involved is already handling it in a more mature way. Maybe i am overeacting? I don't know...But then again the both the people involved are close to me...And everytime i think about this, it just annoys the hell outta me, how u guys handle things!!! STOP LABELLING SOMEONE JUST BECAUSE OF ONE PATHETIC INCIDENT!!! I KNOW YOU GUYS BETTER THAN THAT!You guys are nice, but maybe u people should just GROW UP! already.
THANK YOU FOR WASTING FEW MINUTES OF YOUR LIFE,READING THIS!

2009-09-08T08:40:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAYS HAVE BEEN AWESOMEEEE!!! Sunday went to grandma's house for padayal thingy..LOADS OF YUMMYY FOOD!! met ananth and viknesh and his cousin because they stay around my grandma's place=) Viki,his cousin and I played taitee and poker and those who loose each round of poker must get whacked on the hand by the person who wins..It was funnn!! haha!! Monday after the gossip girl marathon at home,went to meet Puva&Ananth for dinner at Mr.Prata.There was a lizard there which freaked me out!!
Tuesday,went with mommy to tekka...Ate mutton dum briyaani at banana leaf!!! YUMMILICIOUS!! Then went to give some stuff for tailoring.& then went for tuition..Deepavalli is around the corner,and someone's gonna get richer!=P

My birthday's exactly 8 days time!!!=)

2009-09-04T13:22:00.000-07:00

Wednesday night was good. Certain lessons learn't, never to be repeated again. Not caring about what other people would think of you, might actually be a mistake after all.It is never ever possible to completely let loose, in this judgemental world, we are living in. Well, I guess i might have gone a little over the limits, it won't happen again, I KNOW. But wednesday night/thursday morning was fun, at attica then butter factory and then back to clarke quay=) Pretty much let my thursday go to waste by sleeping the day,away! Had driving at night. Friday night was awesome! Although I had to endure 3hours of kandasaamy again! I just can't stand shreya in the movie. Went to watch it with my family,malini,latashni,aunties,uncles,relatives,grandmothers! I sure ate alot during the movie, in an attempt to stay awake! After that we went to have supper at macdonalds.Talked and talked about really funny stuff! Got back home 3plus am and now am still up! Might be having a chalet next weekend!! woohooo!!=)

GOSSIP GIRLS

2009-08-31T13:54:00.000-07:00

I am starting to loose interest in people like very VERY fast!
It's sooo scary!!
Sunday night studied till about 3am at wcp macs with Faiz and Puva and i had a paper on monday..
I found the paper pretty hard! =(
Supposed to go watch final destination with puva and all at 1.40am but it was too late, by the time i negotiated with my mom and wanted to leave.Ended up catching up with the gossip girls episodes online! AWESOMEEE!! How i wish i was like one of them, i would prefer to be in serena's shoes compared to blair's! Serena's nicer and more humble i guess!! && nathan's like sooo hawtttt! & all of their clothes are sooooo damn gorgeous!!AND THEY HAVE LIKE TONS OF CLOTHES!AND THEIR FASHION SENSE IS AWESOME! I AM OFFICIALLY HOOKED!

XOXO,
PAVITRA!!
P.S. I WANNA GET THE DRESS BLAIR WEARS IN THE FIRST EPISODE OF SEASON 1! SO HAWTTT!!

AWESOME GAME BY THE GUNNERS! manu was just LUCKY!!

2009-08-29T12:00:00.000-07:00

kandasaamy was OKAYYYY! awesome catching up with Subra, after what seems like ages..He looks so dark now, after getting back from Taiwan..HAHA! he said taiwanese girls are attracted to dark-skinned guys! HAHAHA! Lunch-ed at long john silvers with him..
At night Faiz came over to study.He bought Mcspicy meal and came! yummilicious!! We ended up watching the ManU-Arsenal game..I am freaking disappointed!! the stupid mistakes that were done, cost arsenal 3 damn points!! The stupid penalty, the stupid own goal by diaby!! ONE WORD! DISAPPOINTING!
Arsenal definitely deserved it moree!Awesome goal by Asharvin, the russian player!! Arsene wenger so cute when he is under pressure!!

argh!

2009-08-28T11:20:00.000-07:00

Little things that happen everyday,somehow still remind me of things that i don't wanna get reminded of!
IT SUCKS BIG TIME!!
Some people are just plain ANNOYING.period.
It was sara's birthday on 27th and i remembered and wished him!! awesome ain't I!? =)
sharva tempted me to order macs just now...and i am afraid i can't resist the temptation!!
mcspicy with cheese! yummilicious!!

2009-08-28T07:41:00.000-07:00

1 more paper left on mondayy!! and i am doneee with exams! woohoo!!
today went to watch 'the proposal' with nadiah and nazurah at cathay!!
The movie was damnn good i think...very funny and the guy is soo charming & sandra bullock's a hottie!
Naz went to cut her hair in far east, after that...looks good on her!!!
I wanna go dye my hair againnn!!! and then i have to buy a new dress and killer heels!!
Have to party before the attachment startsssss!!
Tommorrow morning I am gonna watch the movie kandasaamy, with mr.subramaniam.
Hope the movie's awesomee!
Havta get some studying done, by tonight!!

2009-08-25T04:45:00.000-07:00

today's instrument analysis paper was awesome, or so I think!
Thanks to Mr.Puvaneshwaran for keeping me company throughout the night, while i talked to him about dissociation and all the crap that I was learning!! NOW FOCUS ON ANATOMY&PHYSIOLOGY2!! Gosh i loveloveloveeeeee.NOT! A&P2!! I REALLY REALLY REALLYYYY hope the paper is like super duper easy and i know how to do every question, I just want to clear and get this module over and done with!! & then monday, is another suckyy paper!! MOLECULAR BIOLOGY!! oh gawddddd!! its so scary when i think about these modules!!
I am like eating alotalot nowadayss!! Yesterday went to some vegetarian restaurant with Malini and Brinda and later whacked a tiramisu and a (white chocolate+dark chocolate+orange) cake!!! & then today had subway with yasotha!!!
FOOD,FOOD,WONDERFUL FOOD! it gets me through the wildest storms, especially useful during exam periods!!

GOODLUCK TO ME!!=)

2009-08-23T01:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MR.VINAAYAGAR!=)
i love vinaayagar. i think he is cuteeee!!=)
YUMMY FOOD AT GRANDMA'S PLACEEEEEE!!!

Can Arsenal win the EPL?!!

2009-08-22T09:46:00.000-07:00

THE GUNNERS ARE STARTING OFF THE SEASON ON A HIGH NOTE!
Arsenal-4, portsmouth-1
Arsenal-6,Everton-1

Arsenal might just win the premier league this season!
Well hopefully!!=)
V.Star was awesome..Vickneshwaran sang well too!!
after V.star we headed to adam road for dinner and then back homeeeee!

2009-08-19T06:05:00.000-07:00

FINALLY DONE WITH THE TESTS!
I have 3 more papers for the exams and then finally, it would be the long-awaited holidays!
HOPEFULLY THE 3 PAPERS WILL BE EASSSSY!
its time to studystudystudyyyyyyyy!!

2009-08-16T08:43:00.000-07:00

Darvinya left Singapore,last night! =(
Met her and Naz on thursday for dinner...
Had dinner at swensens and then Had ice-cream at cold rock...I had cookies&cream + white chocolate ice-cream with freddo chocolate and cookie dough topping=)
YUMMY! oooh we took balloons from swensens and i had to carry it home!!!
It was fun, with darv and her nonsense!!
GOSH, I'M GONNA MISS HER LIKE CRAZY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBORAH PAR!!!
NAZURAH'S BIRTHDAY IS ABOUT 10MINUTES AWAY,SO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAZURAH BTE RAHMAT!!

tommorrows environmental science test, tuesday's anatomy&physiology2,wednesday's lab managent&biosafety...
3 tests in a row! SUCKS!!

2009-08-12T09:56:00.001-07:00

So my national day weekend was good! kinda..I shan't talk about the bad things that happened..

saturday:
Grandparents,cousins,aunty&uncle were over at my place...the astrologer came and we saw all our astrology and all...it was damn fun!! And then the cousins and I rushed over to watch Vasantham star at mediacorp.We entered just in time!! And had to sit at the front row...good view!! OH we were supporting my second cousin's boyfriend, viknesh!! DO vote for him...He sang very well during the first round...so just hope it continues all the way to the finalsssss!!!
After V.star!! I was off to meet puva and ananth at perumal temple.Those idiots were sucha idiots, looking at girls in the temple while i was waiting like an idiot outside the temple for them...The only good thing was that i got to eat good food!!!

Sunday:
Was supposed to go puva's bbq thingy but i was too engrossed in the national day parade!!!
went to grandparents' place to watch the parade!!!I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT WE STOOD UP TO TAKE THE PLEDGE AT 8.22PM!! =)
It brought back loads of memories!! Like when i was little, in my old bukit batok house, my grandfather would bring my brother and I to the playground to play...And then we would rush back,by some soft drink on the way back, and then everyone would sit and crowd around the TV to watch the national day parade...It was very exciting and something i would look forward to,every single year!!! nothing much has changed, except for the better fireworks, amazing improvements in terms of creativity and all...It is just sooo awesome!!! I LOVE NATIONAL DAY!!!!!! & I AM SERIOUSLY PROUD TO BE A SINGAPOREAN!!!

Monday:
Wanted to watch movie at bugis but we kinda missed our movie timing so just ended up exploring the illuma shopping centre and then having dinner at burger king!!! So it was Malini,me,Faiz,Imda,Jordan and their friend,Niresh. It was fun!!! Seemed like a reunion after so long?? Then jordan drove me back, faiz's bike was giving problems and he left it at my house & jordan went to drop the rest back.....

maybe the astrologer was right...

2009-08-11T07:08:00.000-07:00

OMG! what the astrologer said was damn true!!
I have a strong willpower and I can talk till a person just gets annoyed and asks me to leave that person alone!!
AND I don't like it if other people say i am wrong, i would basically argue till they get my point of view..
STUBBORN CREATURE,I AM! so people to avoid arguments with me, just stop telling me what's right and what's wrong...
Just assume I know what I am doing!
THANK YOU!!

I AM DAMN SLEEPY & TIRED...
I AM KINDA MOTIVATED TO STUDY NOW!!

2009-08-09T09:54:00.000-07:00

I HAVEEEE TO!!!! blog about this..JERKS AND INDECENT FOOLS LINGERING AROUND...HORNY,INDECENT,DESPERATE FOOLS!
THEIR VOCABULARY,LIMITED TO A BUNCHLOADS OF TAMIL VULGARITIES, THE THINGS U SHOULD NEVER SCOLD A GIRL!!!
THIS RANDOM GUY,CAME TO CHAT WITH ME ON FACEBOOK!! ONCE I HEAR INDECENT CRAP, I JUST CAN'T STOP MYSELF FROM LECTURING OR SCOLDING THE PERSON!!! SO I MANAGED TO DO THAT UNTIL HE HIMSELF,ASKED ME TO LEAVE HIM ALONE AND TOLD ME HE WAS SORRY!! THESE GUYS JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO RESPECT WOMEN. GUYS LIKE THAT SHOULD BE SHOT IN THE HEAD!! some things were too indecent that i felt disgusted to even type,not that it would shame me...but it would shame him for even typing such things to a girl!!

Yesterday
11:58pmChaaru
hi
hi dear

11:59pmPavitra
u are?
Today

12:03amChaaru
im charu
from uk
wht about

12:23am
Chaaru and Vasugi Suresh are now friends.

12:31amChaaru
hello
do u like to see ma bodyy

12:32amPavitra
sorrrrrry not interested

12:32amChaaru
just see me by msn

12:33amPavitra
if u are soo desperate for pple to see ur body then u should go try others

12:33amChaaru
can u come to msn

12:33amPavitra
EEE U R SICK
BYE!

12:33amChaaru
poodi punda

12:34amPavitra
WTF look whosee talkingg

12:34amChaaru
unda profile pic paatha
ayoo

12:34amPavitra
the one who was sooo desperate for pple to see his body

12:34amChaaru
..sensored.. hot ahhkuhu

12:34amPavitra
sorryy i dun understand a damn word u are talking

12:34amChaaru
hahahha
that better
then u will die

12:35amPavitra
only think i get is that u are an uneducated fool
thing

12:35amPavitra
u dunnoe how to talk to girls

12:35amChaaru
poodi pundai

12:35amPavitra
wheres the respect
dont u have a mom
or a sister

12:36amChaaru
enna di ungalukku ennaid respect

12:36amPavitra
imagine another guy talkin to them like tt
how will u like it

12:36amChaaru
mududi

12:36amPavitra
u wld probably punch his face right?

12:36amChaaru
kodai sappi

12:36amPavitra
i am trying to be nice here
dont go talk to another girl like tt
its just so indecent
so just hope it ends here and now with me alright
thankss
bye

12:37amChaaru
babye
12:43amChaaru
msn ku vaadi

12:45amPavitra
and u still wanna talk to me?

12:45amChaaru
ya
iam adifferent
this or real life
just think about it
if i hurt u any more iam sry

12:45amPavitra
sorry i told u i dun talk to indecent peoplee right? u are not even apologising to me for what u just scolded me in tamil

12:45amChaaru
all peopls are likethat

12:46amPavitra
fyi i understood wadever u said

12:46amChaaru
they are acting thats all

12:46amPavitra
and it was damn vulgar

12:46amChaaru
ok iam sry
but this me
this is ma real
thats one i can tellu

12:47amChaaru
bye

12:48amPavitra
but sorry i only talk to guys who know how to respect girls
so yeah bye

12:48amChaaru
hahah now u dont know about them
but one day u will feel

12:49amPavitra
u scold not only me but my mom as well
and wadever u should never ever scold a girl
u scolded me all that
okayy

12:50amChaaru
thats y l came here again

12:50amPavitra
i am just keeping quiet

12:50amChaaru
but i could't control ma self
im sry
100000000000000 sry
bye

12:51amPavitra
okay but dont go talk to other girls like tt
bye

12:51amChaaru
can u come to msn
hahah thats me
bcoz i hate fucking girls
mrden fucking bitch
thats y iam doing like this

12:52amPavitra
helloo u are talking to a girl,mind u
and u call them bitches

12:52amChaaru
but still u dont know ma fucking story
hahhaha
hey u stop ok
wht u know about me

12:52amPavitra
but no matter what! u cant just scold any girl anyhowww without knowing them well

12:52amChaaru
hey niruthdii
all girls are lyk that

12:52amPavitra
I know that u have a big dictionary of indecent vulgaritiess
And u dont respect girls
u donno how to respect girls

12:53amChaaru
ok u dont know about me & me too
so eave me
leave me
go ur way..& me too

12:53amPavitra
YESH sureee
BYEBYE!

LOVE IS SWEET! BREAKUPS ARE NOT!!

2009-08-07T08:23:00.000-07:00

BLOGGER'S BEING A FREAKING BITCH! I JUST TYPED ONE WHOLE LONG POST AND IT GOT DELETED!!
ARGH! I HAVE LOST MY ENTHUSIASM TO BLOG! !#@$R^&*&***&^^%%E!!!!!

OMG MY BROTHER JUST TOLD ME THAT I AM THE BESTEST SISTER EVER AND HE LOVES ME ALL! I GOT VIDEO TO PROVE IT OKAYY!!
HAHA. AND I GOT PROOF!! PUVA AND IMDA and SASI and FAIZ! haha.

ANW yeah I was watching a tamil programme called vizhigal last night. And I think that the show is just too good and realistic. Yesterday's episode was about how BITTER breakups, usually end up in alot of hurt,sadness and anger. There was this guy on the show who said that he was in a relationship with this girl for 4 solid years and then suddenly she just broke up with him, claiming that he was too abusive. Just 6 months later, he heard that she was going to get married to another guy. He waited until the wedding to take his revenge. He attended the wedding, waited till the wedding was over and then he went to whisper into the groom's ears that he had trained her well in sex and all that kinda cheap,disgusting stuff. The marriage ended in a divorce,in just 1 month!! They went to interview the girl as well and in her opinion the guy was abusing her even for minor things like just looking at another guy? In my opinion this was totally unfair to the girl. And if i were the girl i would not have waited for 4 whole years to breakup with him, i would have broken up with him as soon as I found out he was over-possessive and abusive. The over-possessiveness just goes to show that the guy is insecure with himself and insecure with their relationship, it is not wrong to appreciate beauty once in awhile right? To be a little bit possessive, it is alright, i guess...But over-possessiveness is not really good for a healthy relationship.
If the guy really loved his girlfriend, he would not even have the heart to lay a finger on her(TO HIT HER!)..If he really loved her, he would have wanted to see her happy no matter what and would not even have resulted to taking the revenge. The girl had already gotten married and there was nothing much he could do about it, he should have just left her alone, and just try to move on with life. That is the most decent thing to do. It is really disgusting to know that there are guys around who take revenge by spreading information about things that should have been personal, just to ruin the girl's reputation. It just goes to show how low these guys stoop just to take revenge. Its disgusting and unnecessary! Everyone knows that breakups aren't pleasant things. Especially if you really thought you loved the person alot, struggle to let them go and keep blamming yourself for the breakups. I guess, it is better to confide in someone else, like your best friends so you would not bottle up your feelings to yourself or result in doing unnecessary and stupid things like taking revenge! Through breakups, you learn alot of things and sooner or later these things might be the ones that help you in another relationship, that might actually last! Revenge is the worst thing a person could actually do, and it is very unnecessary! Revenge on a person you love or once loved, just speaks very lowly of you!

2009-08-05T05:55:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MOLECULAR BIOLOGY.
I LOVE MOLECULAR BIOLOGY.
I LOVE MOLECULAR BIOLOGY.
I LOVE MOLECULAR BIOLOGY.
I LOVE MOLECULAR BIOLOGY.NOT.

Arghhh molecular biology's driving me nuts. My ear is being sooo ANNOYINGLY painful.
I have no idea why, but I want the exam week to come fasterr!! Just wanna get it over and done with.
AND THENNN ITS THE HOLIDAYSSSSSSS! =)
OH WAIT. nooooo its not the holidays, i will be having attachment.HOW AWESOME! =(

Swimming

2009-08-04T00:04:00.000-07:00

Sunday, The guys came over to my house after soccer. Puva came a little later.. Asthak,Anand,Mohan,Sasi and my brother decided to go swimming at my place!Here are the photos and a damn retardedly CUTE video is on facebook!! LOL..

You belong with me

2009-08-01T08:19:00.001-07:00

The new taylor swift's song video is so cute! i Like it!!
Sometimes people are just attracted to other people due to their appearance,popularity or money.
They mistake this for love. Which is sad because this kinda 'love' usually won't last long and I don't even think its called love.
After afew years, when they start to look ugly or they loose all their money,that 'love' would confirm be lost,as well.
So people, be wise!!! looks, money, popularity should not be the one of the main reasons you love a person.

I believe god exists, do you?

2009-07-31T01:50:00.000-07:00

DAY NUMBER 3: BEING STUCK AT HOME.
Fever is going down but cough and flu is getting worst.
Faiz came to drop by for awhile before his work,he just left..
& now, I am bored, yet again.
I got my attachment placing already. I guess its more or less finalised.
It should be at the biopolis (at buona vista). I hope it is gonna be funfunfun.
I wish I will be feeling much better by tommorrow, needa' go catch the fireworks with the secondary school girls.

So just now Faiz and I were talking and he said he nearly knocked into a girl while riding on his bike, on the way to my house. And then i remembered about an incident,which happened, not so long ago. I was crossing the road, once the light turned green. I was halfway across, when a car just zoomed past me at a high speed!(TRIANGLE PLATE!ARGH). LIKE JUST ABOUT 2CM FROM WHERE I WAS AT!!! Usually I would walk at a much faster phase(rushing to school as usual!), but i don't know why, that day I decided to just take my own sweet time and walk. I was damn shocked and like after awhile i was thinking,if only i had walked a little faster, that would be the end of my story.Then there was this once my mum was sitting on the sofa and watching tv, then she decided to move off to the kitchen and just afew seconds after, a light, made of glass, fell from the ceiling right onto where she was sitting at! If only she had continued sitting at the same spot, on the sofa,it would have fell right on her head. This small, small incidents, sometimes reminds us that maybe there is really someone called GOD around, after all.

Jordin Sparks - BATTLEFIELD

2009-07-30T03:15:00.000-07:00

I love my parents

2009-07-29T22:16:00.000-07:00

Today is yet another mundane day. I am sick and tired of staying at home and boredom is literally driving me nuts. Many thoughts running through the brain of mine. It amazes me how when it comes to anatomy and physiology, my brain would go into a complete shut down mode, but when it comes to thinking of things that i don't really want to think about, it starts getting more excited and leads me to having super random thoughts. Honestly, i think i am a little too dependent on my parents. Sometimes it kinda sucks to know that i would feel totally handicapped without having them around, to lift me back up when i fall,to pay for all my hand phone bills, to give me my allowance, to pay for my driving sessions. I remember when i was much much younger, like during my primary school days, i would be so afraid to get scolding from teachers or get a bad reputation from the teachers and stuff. I would cry and feel so disappointed in myself.This would not be because I was upset over them scolding me or anything, but because i would feel that i have disappointed my parents, in some way or another. Since young, my mum has always told me 'think of your parents, before doing anything. Don't disappoint us.', That kinda emotional dialogues. Until now,it still is stuck in my head. That is one of the things that has kept me going on the right track, all these years. There may be a few things i did which have made my parents upset, and made me disappointed with myself but i guess those are just inevitable learning lessons in life. I wouldn't say i am an angel! To many people a girl who clubs or drinks, once in a blue moon, might be deemed as a not-so-good girl. I don't wish to be an angel in every single person's eyes or to please every single person. As long as I am considered an angel in my parents eyes,I would be the happiest girl alive!

WOMAN EATS HER OWN BABY!

2009-07-28T19:59:00.000-07:00

WHINING STARTS!

IT KINDA SUCKS TO BE SICK!
it's getting super boring at home..
i want to get out, but i can't!!
SLEEP. EAT MEDICINES. SLEEP.
It has become a routine since yesterday.
& BLOGGER SUCKS!
Can't upload photos/edit font size/change font colours since 2 days ago!
OKAY. I AM OFFICIALLY BORED NOW!!
ohh yaaa!before i forget!! SHARVA GOT HIS CLASS 2A LICENSE!! wooohooooo!=)

I was reading the news online, and i came across this article!

'A 33-year-old Texas mother decapitated her 25-day-old baby and ate pieces of the baby's body after claiming she "heard voices" early Monday morning. Authorities found Otty Sanchez with a self-inflicted stab wound lying on the floor of her home, bleeding, and screaming, "I killed my baby, I want to die." She is currently in the hospital and has been charged with capital murder.'

Freaking scary shit! The article also claims that this might be a case of postpartum psychosis, which is a period when a woman loses touch with reality after a she has recently given birth. Signs can include hallucinations, delusions, illogical thoughts, periods of delirium or mania, as well as suicidal or homicidal thoughts.
According to police, Sanchez heard voices telling her to kill and eat her her baby.ERRRRR! this is the part where it really starts to get even more freaky! She heard voices telling her to kill her own baby!? And she even ate the baby!? GOSH!
I seriously have no comments!!! This is just damn freaking sad & creepy & JUST SO GROSS!!

MONDAY BLUESSSS

2009-07-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

I need a breather!!!
School, faster end sooonn, pretty please!! =(
i soo badly wanted to go overseas ITP but then i realise my TP is on 1st october and I wouldn't be able to celebrate my birthday in Singapore if I went overseas for attachment. SADSAD!

2009-07-25T23:46:00.000-07:00

THE AWESOME NIGHT OUT WITH THE SECONDARY SCHOOL GIRLIESS =)

2009-07-25T10:03:00.000-07:00

Today went to the church with the family....& then it was seafood timeee!!!
Ate at the 'no signboard' seafood restaurant at East Coast Park...
Yummyy food...check out the photos above =P

YESTERDAY IT WAS DAMN FUN! school ended at around 6 and then I was off to bugis...Met daya and Sasi there and we went to some bar at arab street and seesha-ed there...They were showing kung fu panda when we entered...Ganesh joined us awhile later... After awhile i went to go join the secondary school classmates(the girls) at Swensens...SO it was Sophia,Shu Hui,Chien Hui, Darvinya, Nadiah & Me...Crapped alot. Shared a brownie with Nadiah. And then we went to Arab street to seeshaa. Cheryl and Deborah joined us there...We took tons of photos and all!!! damn fun catching up with them...We left around 11 plus and I cabbed to clementi MRT with deb...And then took a bus home...Will upload all the photos sooooon!

2009-07-23T10:21:00.000-07:00

Went to eat at Mr.Prata.
Puva,Anand & Kanesh decided to go cut their hair yesterday.
& Bavaani,Daya,Mohan and I followed them..Ramesh joined in later..
There were 3 copies of FHM magazine there and we were helping ourselves to them and reading them...HAHA...we finished all of the sweets that were in the shop!!!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, IRENE REKHAAAAAA!!! =)

Tomorrow's seeshaa day with the fellow sec3/4 girliess...meeting them after what seems like ages(BESIDES DARV & NAD)...time to catch up on gossips and each other's lives!!! woohooo..
Might be meeting darv & Sanz before that,i hope..
Hopefully daya is able to get the rest of the guys to join in the seeshaaa-ing!!! =)

The thought of him, just irritates me..Now, i know, i was just being silly, it was just a puppy love thingy that i refused to let go...Now it's sooo different...I see him as a whole new person, who has changed ALOT! and he's just NOT the same guy i used to like..The things that i used to love about him, are slowly disappearing and i learn more things about him each day that makes me totally change my mind about him...I just don't feel the same way about him anymore...& now, i find it hard to even accept him as a friend, seeing the way he has changed, in my eyes...It's as if he is just a whole new person who I wouldn't have even bothered getting to know, in the first place...arrogance..something that i totally hate, I learn't to love...I AM SOOO OVER HIM!!! & THIS TIME, ITS FOR REAL!
Wonderful memories still remain, but they don't hurt me or make me yearn for them to return,anymore...
u were such an awesome person at some point of time...Things change. & i have learn't to accept it...I am better off without you...& from now on, not even in my wildest dream, will I ever think about a possibility of you and I together, ever again

GOODBYE,mylove. HELLO,stranger.

2009-07-21T09:51:00.000-07:00

I don't know what's wrong with me.
I find it hard to make up my mind.
I find myself in confusing situations almost all the time.
Why do I loose interest in people soo easily?
Thank god I didn't make a hasty move, this time around.
I just need time.

having some pretty amusing conversations on msn.
they are keeping me entertained.
Tommorrow I have only 1 hour of school! YAYNESS!
so puva's asking me to follow daya,anand and him to cut their hair in holland V.
And i am now very tempted to eat at cold rock!!! yummy ice-cream!!

2009-07-20T09:10:00.000-07:00

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds:
"What does love mean?"

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." (HILARIOUS!)
-Lauren - age 4

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
-Jessica - age 8

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
-Chris - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
-Tommy - age 6

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."
-Nikka - age 6

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
-Bobby - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss."
-Emily - age 8

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
-Danny - age 7

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
-Rebecca - age 8

2009-07-18T23:22:00.002-07:00

Yesterday met subra,sasi and bavaani at Novena. Brought them to the church, saw my dad there too, so joined him and prayed...they survived 30minutes of mass! After which Bavaani went home..Sasi,Subra and I were off to arab street. SEESHAAAAAA! although i was sick...Had rose flavoured seesha and double chocolate sundae!!! yummyyyy...So we caught up on each others lives and all and then my brother and his friends came to join us for awhile...After which they disappeared to some bar...The catch up session was much needed. Okayy finally i shall upload photos of outings this week!!!

Day out with the secondary school girls =)

The visit to the goat farm with the retarded polymates!

2009-07-16T05:18:00.001-07:00

I have things to blog about..
1. Visit to the goat farm with daya,naven,guru,bavaani and Priyah and then off to visit a pig(Puva)..
2. Meetup with the secondary school girls..
Shall blog about those, after uploading photoss.

WHINING STARTS HERE!
Sorethroat and ulcer is like killing me...My ears and mouth are damn pain and its even painful when i try to swallow food or chew food which touches the ulcer.
Went to visit the doctor just now and they made me wear mask and stuff cause i had 'flu symptoms'. I looked ridiculous.
Met Faiz at the clementi macdonalds for a very short while before heading for home..
Had a good sleep but my head is still feeling super heavy now..
Guess i'm gonna go sleep again..
GOODNIGHT,people =)

2009-07-13T09:07:00.001-07:00

More photos on facebook =)
Kannan uncle's wedding was a blast.
Everyone looked so stunning on that day in traditional clothes.
Damn tiring wedding was at 10.30 in the morning. We all met at the temple at 9am to arrange all the stuff and get ready to welcome other people and stuff.
Reached home at around 9pm after welcoming the bride and groom back at the house and a short gambling session.

Today went to meet Darvinya,Nadiah,Deborah and Nazurah at Jurong point for a much needed catching up session.FUNNESS.as usual.
Dinner-ed at banquet. Tomyum noodles was yummy..And then walking around aimlessly..
Goofing around in john little. Darvinya's such an ass okayy...She kept spraying the perfume testers on me,when I least expected it...I ended up smelling like a perfume shop. Oh but i took revenge and sprayed the perfume back on her =)
WOOHOO. i rock.
Missed my secondary school girls manymanyy..

And then we were laughing about one incident that happened during the secondary school dayss.....
Nad: I smell Nasi Goreng,like when my mum cooks smells like that...
Darv/I : we smell Garbage

HAHA. it was actually the garbage smell and she said it smelled like nasi goreng...
Okayy it may not be funny now...but it was freaking funny then..
HAHA.

Tomorrow: might be visiting the poor boy who is stuck at home.

goodnight peoplee...i am sooo not looking forward to school..ANATOMY RESULTS. arhhhh
my suckiest module... =(

2009-07-10T23:08:00.000-07:00

Thursday after school went to visit the poor guy who can't play soccer for some time.
Daya,Anand and Ben were there too. Went to get our dinner at ayer raja foodcourt and then eat at puva's place. Bet Puva's damn happy, after his operation alotta people are visiting him and he always seems to have company at home =)
Friday after school met yaso at clementi. Then we went to Faiz's workplace(a.k.a macdonalds!) haha. Chatted for awhile and then we were off to buy yummy subway cookies and spicy cheese fries. After which we headed to ayer raja foodcourt,met faiz there, bought our food and went to puva's place. YOU SEE! he always has company!! Watched some dancing programme on vijay tv. And seriously i think the youngest contestant (16 or 17 yrs old) could really dance. He did moon walk & Michael Jackson's steps with his own twist.freaking cool! 2 people joined us later..
Left his house slightly after 11.30 and then cabbed with yaso and she sent me home before heading home.
YASO LOVES KAVUNDAMANI. AND HE ROCKS YASO'S BOXERS!!

crushes,love, what's the difference!

2009-07-08T12:01:00.001-07:00

Its 3.01am and i am still not sleepy..
Too many thoughts running through the small brain of mine...

Oh Naven shaved his head bald in school today, for some good cause for the awarness of cancer. Tonsa photos taken. Not only of the bald fella' but also of the rest of us.Just lazy to upload all..

Crushes come and go right?
Then how would you know if you are really in love??

I wouldn't wanna make anymore mistakes.
I had too many lessons learnt.
Wanna make sure I don't end up hurting another person or getting hurt by another mean guy again.

Puva's probably sleeping like a pig in the hospital right now..
Had a video call with sharva just now.
And he also should be sleeping like a pig on his king sized bed now,occupying only 1/4 of the bed!lols.

goodnight world!

sweetest addiction! <33

Pizza Hut, Mr.Prata

2009-07-07T09:54:00.000-07:00

so todayy was another hectic day...
had 3 datasheets to hand in...rushed and did during the break with Priyah...
we found time to dine in at the pizza hut in our school for lunch...
(Our first time lunch-ing at the dine in pizza hut in school!)
After school came back home and then showered,used computer for awhile and then left to go clementi to have dinner with mr.Ahmad Faiz at Mr. Prata...
I had tuna with cheese roti john while Faiz had mysore mutton briyaani(YUMMYY!)
After he finished his meal, he did damn disgusting stuff that made me feel like throwing up...and then laughed like crazy due to his nonsensical BULLSHITTING skills..
I was wearing a tee with the first button open and he accused me of trying to seduce him(a.k.a my brother) damnn nonsensical can...he needs a kick in his big fat butt!

alotta things happened which drove me nuts.
shan't blog about it.
I know you will regret this.
but by the time you regret, it would be tooo late..
byebyee.

MY sweetest addiction <33

The devil's bend

2009-07-06T09:24:00.000-07:00

Saturday was day out with Thaslim,Ramizah,Sashir and Ghaz.
Henderson waves. Tiring but uber fun to just slack at.
Before that we were at Vivo, saw the brother and his friends there too..
After henderson waves,I went to meet the hot mac.rider at the clementi macdonalds for awhile..was damn hungry so ate 1 Mcchicken burger and talked and talked. Then suddenly the topic about 'devil's bend' came up! scaryy shit!! One of my relatives' said that alotta people get into an accident and two of her friends died there...

Devil's Bend

Located in Old Thomson Road, it used to be a grand prix race track in the 1960s. Devils Bend proved to be a particularly sharp corner where many drivers met their end. It was believed that the race track was closed down in the 1970s due to high fatal accidents there. It is obvious enough to know where the name Devil's Bend come from. Such a high fatal accident rate has made this particular traffic black spot a haunted place.

It was said that some souls of the drivers did not realize they were dead yet. Their souls continue to roam around that particular sharp corner as if they were still trying their best to make it, over and over again...

http://www.spi.com.sg/haunted/ghoulish_trial/main06.htm
go check it out!

Time to start shooting!

2009-07-03T03:55:00.000-07:00

GOSH I GOT SOOO 'TANNED'
i dunnoe how come alsoo...

SCREW THE MST PAPERS.
I don't know what is happening to me..
Studies used to be my priority and now i feel like i am totally neglecting it to have FUN..
Its saddening..I wish I could start all over again,Just studied hard and continued in JC, at least then things would have gotten less complicated..(MAYBE!)
So yesterday was chatting with Daya about what career, I want to do in the future. And seriously, I wouldn't want anything to do with science. Probably be a journalist or something..But since I already chose this 'science path' since secondary school, i had rather stick to it, I guess...
So options are to become a Radiologist,forensic scientist or something more interesting..
& NOOO i wouldn't wanna be a teacher,although if there's no choice left,i have to think about it as an option.
I wouldn't wanna be stuck in some lab doing some boring stuff,like doing some boring research work.
HAIX seriously i haven't thought of a plan for the future and next year is the last year of poly life alreadyy!!!
THATS SAD HUH!

If you shoot for the stars and hit the moon, it's ok. But you've got to shoot for something. A lot of people don't even shoot. -Robert Townsend

okayy so now..i should start shooting!!!

Thats when I love you.

2009-07-02T03:25:00.000-07:00

When you have to look away,
When you dont' have much to say,
Thats when I love you,
I love you just that way,
To hear you stumble when you speak,
Or see you walk with two left feet,
Thats when I love you ,
I love you ,endlessly
And when your mad cause' you lost a game,
Forget I'm waiting in the rain,
Baby I love you,
I love you anyway..

'Cause here's my promise made tonight,
You can count on me for life,
'Cause thats when I love you,
When nothing you do could change my mind,
The more I learn, The more I love ,
The more my heart can't get enough,
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what......

So when you turn to hide your eyes,
Cause the movie made you cry,
Thats when I love you,
I love alittle more each time,
And when you can't quite match your clothes,
Or when you laugh at your own jokes,
Thats when I love you,
I love you more than you know,
And when you forget we had a date,
That look that you get when you show up late,
Baby I love you,
I love you anyway.....

That's when I love you
When nothing baby, nothing you do could change my mind,
The more I learn, The more I love,
The More my heart can't get enough,
Thats when I love you,
I love you no matter what....

No matter what

i am in love with this song.
learning to love someone despite their imperfections.

2009-07-01T07:17:00.000-07:00

Woohoooooooo!
I changed my blog layout and stuff,as ya'll can see!
Keep listening to the song hotnCold.
awesome song.especially the lyrics,really can relate to it(go check out my music playlist).
deleted unwanted people off the MSN list. Feels goooooooood!!
Finally I know I REALLY can move on. Its different from how I felt before.
With only the sweet memories remaining, and of course all the lessons learnt along the way..
Tommorrow's paper is at 3.30pm. ENVIRONMENTAL SCIENCE.
& then Friday is Anatomy&phisiology!
shall go hit the bookss noww!!
see ya'll.

darv's back! yippie.
this only means, more outings with the secondary school girls!

2009-06-28T06:58:00.000-07:00

More photos.but damn, can't find the camera's cable!

Today was day out with the sexy people.
met Sasi,Subra and Bavaani at ang mo kio hub..
sat down at some coffeeshop, had some drinks..Talked alot,they had an awesome time at the coffeeshop,admiring some hot girl..(HAIX.GUYYYSSSSSS...!!)
Then off to play pool!!!
so first two games it was me and subra against bavaani and sasi..
AND we won both the games,thanks to subraaaa!!!
then the 3rd game was sasi and I against Subra...can't blame us,subra was too good..
Then 4th game it was the girls agains the boys...
AND WE won! because subra went to put the black ball in before putting the rest of the balls in....
WOOOHOOO..after which, we went to the foodcourt at AMKhub to have a meal.
Hokkien mee was yummy..talked alotalot...Awesomeee...
Went to hunt for a gift for aunty.It was her birthday..
ANd then rushed off to grandma's place to celebrate aunty's birthday...
I didn't realise how much i missed hanging out with Subra & Sasi,until todayy...missed those times when both of them were veryy veryyy VETTI! =)

2009-06-27T10:36:00.000-07:00

ALOT has been happening this week.
TUESDAY watched transformers.
FREAKING AWESOME, I SAYYY!! certain parts were damn funny..
After the movie, stayed over at cousin's place.
WEDNESDAY went tekka,with malini and her mom. dinner-ed there.
And then off to attica at night!!
FREAKING AWESOME.
the music,the atmosphere,the dancing,the drinks,the people.
OH and there were like alotta people making out all over the dance floor.
VERY ENTERTAINING!=)
Had breakfast at macs and then came home..
THURSDAY pretty much rotted at home..
Faiz came over at night around 11plus..
Tried to 'study' with him opposite my house.....IMPOSSIBLE..
FRIDAY off to malaysia babayy!
with the parents,brother,malini and her dad..
Daddy drove to mersing and the the 2nd day back to shop at JUSCO...
ATE alotalot...durians,seafood,secret recipe,nasi lemak.Pasar malam food...
YUMMIE.checked into a hotel for a night...oooh we also took turns to drive the car!! was freaking awesome...and dad sped almost throughout going over 130..FUNNESS
shopping is always the BEST part...bought 4tops,a skirt,2 souveneirs for the friends,bubble gum and a headband....all within 50dollarss =)
and 2 of them were tops from mango!!!
cheapcheapcheapppppppp...

2009-06-22T23:53:00.000-07:00

DINNER + TRANSFORMERS at 9pm with the cousins later!!!=)

I NEED to STUDY!
holidays coming to an end, sadness.

2009-06-22T10:23:00.000-07:00

THE WORST THING EVER!
Is when your OWN friends gossip about you.
Errr true friends??
YEAHH RIGHT!!!

& then we come back to the same point.
can we really trust people??

are we are all just surrounded by FAKE people,
putting up false fronts?

are we are all surrounded by backstabbers,
& have been backstabbed before, not even realising it?

are we are all surrounded by Liars,
who might be smiling, showing all their teeth in front of you
but at your back,you won't know what evil stuff they say?

We are all guilty in one way or another when it comes to gossiping and backstabbing.
We are the VICTIMS as well as the CULPRITS!
I don't know of any, one person who i can safely say has never ever gossipped about another person before.
I AM GUILTY OF IT TOO. nothing to be proud of though =(
even guys gossip.
nothing surprising..

2009-06-20T23:58:00.000-07:00

WEEKEND HAS BEEN FUNNNNNNN.
wanted to go watch the guys play soccer today, but i overslept!! =(
LATASHNI'S BIRTHDAY WAS ON FRIDAY.
Was at her place till 11 then met Imda at sembawang MRT and off we were to Faiz's House to meet him then head to West Coast Park to meet the rest there...
(I BURNT MY LEG ON FAIZ'S EXHAUST,OUCHIEEE!!)
wonder who has caste their evil eyes on me. OR probably, its just me, being as CLUMSY as ever!!!
After waiting for soooooo freaking long, we finally decided to go RIDING!!!
FUNNESSS!!!
so it was Yasotha, Imda, Faiz, Me, Sharva, Maran, Ghaz, Suren & sharva's 2 friends (arjun & thilak).
Went to Lim Chu Kang and then off to tuas racing track there.

.
Saturday.
My relative was getting married so we had a family gathering for him.
It was damn fun...
Pot luck dinner, everyone brought different kinds of yummy food. I LIKE.
Then there was this segment where all the older married couples will surround him in a circle and start giving him advice on married life. It was freakin' funny.
Then there was this other segment where he has to wear a 'hawaian skirt' made of rafia strings and do whatever another of my relative did. Freaking funny.
After the whole thing, we headed to his house as the guys wanted to play poker.. SO ended up taking a short nap, cause i was freaking tired...
AND then headed for home.

2009-06-17T04:53:00.000-07:00

I NEED TO STUDY!
feel like eating pizza,Zinger burger,McSpicy burger with cheese. ALL AT ONCE.
Only food would motivate me to study!

Friends forever? or maybe not..

2009-06-15T11:41:00.000-07:00

On Friday, My aunt and I were having a really good long talk... I didn't really think about it much, till today. She was telling me how she used to have different groups of friends at different points of her life. How she slowly lost contact with her secondary school friends either because they moved overseas or she didn't have time to keep in touch..and how sooner or later she lost contact with her poly friends as well due to the same reasons..she said that only 1 or 2 friends would follow you, all the way in life..and sooner or later the collegues you meet at work would become your close friends because you spend most of the time with them.

Well, thats life. An example is how i used to be freaking close to the secondary school girls(Nadiah,Darvinya,Nazurah etc) during the secondary school days because we used to see each others faces almost everyday and even during the holidays we hang out together. But after we graduated from secondary school, we seldom meetup and the only time we actually meetup is during the holidays and it gets less frequent as the years go by. But these kinda meetups are usually the BEST, like we have alotta things to talk about, teasing each other about the secondary school days and updating each other about our lives! okayyy! now i am starting to really miss those girls. Can't wait for Darv to get back from her trip to UK.

Some friends just come and go. Its interesting to see who really continues to stick by you and still be around when you get older. It would be awesome if 60 years down the road, we still have meet-ups during birthdays or random gatherings,bring our grandchildren along,talk old stories,still having as much fun as we have now..

Maran's b'day surprise

2009-06-15T00:31:00.000-07:00

We were like thinking how to surprise Maran for his birthday, cause he always seemed to be soo
'busy' and not at home..
Tried contacting him several times and he didn't respond as well..
Eventually ghaz told that he was at home the whole day on Sunday.
LUCKY THING.
so yaso & I hung out at clementi then went to meet the rest(Faiz,Puva,Shazana.Imda&Jordan) at westmall after their movie..
We had dinner there and then bought a tom&jerry cake from polar cakes&puffs.
Yaso,Puva&I train-ed to clementi and then walked to maran's place while Faiz,Jordan,Imda&shazana bike-d there.
It was funness waiting under the block and we still weren't sure if he was at home..
Then Faiz decided to call Maran's house and thank god his mum answered and we told her about our plan...she was about to go and sleep...
She got ready and came down to call us up and we went up quietly at the hall to set up everything first...And then we went into his room,saw him sleeping like a pig,woke him up with a birthday song and the cake...
FUNNESS!!!..guess he was really shocked...
Hung out at his place for awhile and then slacked under his block, Ghaz & Muzzammil joined in. talking & all till about 1am i had to leave....Faiz sent me home on his bike...
then Faiz & I were talking at my house there for very long, I found out alotta shocking things..No more lies...Only the truth...Love my parents tons and i wouldn't wanna hurt them AT ALL!!
I had tonsa fun last night/today morning...=)
I love my friends.

Drag me to hell

2009-06-13T10:00:00.000-07:00

Went to Lido to catch the movie drag me to hell.
FREAKING AWESOMEEEEEEEEEE cann!!!
one of the best horror movies i have caught..
almost vomitted the mcspicy burger that i ate...
I sooo wanna catch the movie againnn!!!
Movie ended at 11.20pm, then trained back home.
I love my life. The way it is, now..
Its just about forgiving & forgetting...
conferencing with Faiz and Imda noww...
nonsensical eediots. haha.

' Anger makes you smaller while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were! '

2009-06-12T12:48:00.000-07:00

Thursday, March 01, 2007

sumtimes u gotta use ur own head to think and not get influenced by wad others say...
after all its UR! life...
I love him n i hav always loved him from the first time i gotta noe him 'well'...Just that there were many insecurities along the way..(pple influencing all my decisions and stuff)..I just wish i hadnt listen to wad they said..
Anw guess its too late for regrets huh?!
memories still linger=)

6:49 PM
;would you like to dance with me?

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Am i just too afraid to let memories go?
Am i just too afraid to embrace changes?
Am i just being naive thinking things will work out fine between us once again?
OR
Am i really in love with you.still?

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Past is OVER! but has come back to haunt me.
am totally confused.
but i just don't wanna get hurt all over again.
Maybe its time i resist all temptations and leave what's past behind,
& concentrate on the PRESENT.
I just wanna leave the past behind and just move on but i really cannot!=(
GOSHHH ONLY TIME WILL TELL ME WHAT TO DO & HOPE IT GETS ME OUTTA THIS CONFUSIONNNNN!

12:33 PM
;would you like to dance with me?

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Things remain complicated, as it always does..
I don't know if what i am doing is right or wrong, all that i know is that i love u and i trust u won't hurt me all over again...

Manyyy manyy more of such posts...won't I ever learn??
GOSHHH! Pavitra, WAKE UPPPPP!!!
almost 2 years has past and he still hasn't changed.
maybe its just me.
Goodbye.

2009-06-12T12:10:00.000-07:00

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They can never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

ADDICTED TO THIS SONG,all over again =))

West Coast park!

2009-06-10T22:12:00.000-07:00

I sooo needa thread the eyebrows.
One thing i cannot ever tolerate is people acting arrogant in fronta me.There is a limit to arrogance.
Thank god i wasn't there if not i am sure i would have said something rude back at u!

love blinded me once.
&& it amazes me how things that seemed soo close-to-perfect once, start looking like flaws now.

2009-06-10T09:56:00.000-07:00

I AM STARTING TO DESPISE U!
it's either i start treating you like a normal,good friend OR I start finding reasons to hate you to the core.
I don't wanna use another guy as a distraction to forget him.
I wanna make sure i am totally over him: see him just as a friend or a person i totally dislike.
&& then i can move on.

Am gonna work hard. studyy hard.
Get into uni(local or overseas).
Find Mr.awesomely right who knows howta treat a girl properly.
&& have a rawking life!

Someday u are gonna regret..&& when that day comes, i won't be here..

2009-06-09T22:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Nasreen's birthday..
Faiz organised a 'surprise' thingy for her at vivocity..
But unfortunately, i was few hours late and missed out on eating the yummy ice-cream cake...
So it was Asraf,shuhana,Faiz,Nasreen,her 2 friends and I.
We went to thai express. I drank some mango drink while the others filled their tummies with yummy thai food..=))
After that faiz gave me a lift to school and we went to join the rest to try to 'study'
Divya was in school and Ghaz dropped by later..=))
Had dinner with ghaz at jurong east and had loadss to talk about...
WOOHOO i lovee my anna =))

2009-06-08T07:08:00.000-07:00

cousin's 21st was a blast.
Theme was mafia.
Dancefloor rawked as usual.

2009-06-07T00:49:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, went to watch the guys play soccer!!
trained down to sengkang with puva and bavaani..
freaking long train ride!!
woohooo funness. the boys and their silly jokes, amusing!!
ALotta flies were flying around ben and I when we were at the bench, ESPECIALLY AROUND ME!! but i bathe and went okayy!!

ANW had to leave earlier so left with sasikumar,vinod and 2 other guys..
Dropped with sasikumar at serangoon and took bus 853 to cousin's place for the dance practice for the party..Parents & brother came there later..
Sattish anna's friends surprised him with a birthday cake at 12 midnight!!
=)

The dance is gonna be freaking hilarious, cause its basically like freestyle and we never even rehearse much..
Got my leather jacket,skirt and boots all set for sattish anna's 21st tonight!!
woohoooo!! EXCITING!

I seriously hate to see people,being sad and getting hurt...
especially the ones i love..
no matter how much i get angry with them and might say hurting things, i never at all mean them..and will regret it right after i say those things...
Its only my way of showing my anger and disappointment..
haix.
hope u all make sensible decisions to avoid getting hurt.

2009-06-04T07:07:00.000-07:00

Mr hotstuff =)

yesterday after school went over to puva's place with Mathi.
&& then ghaz came =)
Then ghaz and I were off to WCP to meet Ramizah..
damn long since i last saw her...
caught up on alotta stuff...damn fun cause there was this chinese prayer thingy going on and sumhow the topic about religion started and we talked alot alot & took alotta photos of course!
Thaslim is missing in action! =(
woohoo holidays kinda has alreadyy started for me since tommorrow i only have gems class for 1 hour, the rest of the classes got cancelled!! luckyy me!!

Can't play alot this holidays.puva's dating me this hols to study!! yippieeeee!!

Reminder to self: Have to really REALLY improve the damn GPA this semester!!!!!

OOpss yeah.
sunday met ghaz at the library and coincidently just when i got freaking hungry, faiz invited us over to his place for dinner..
It was his dad's birthday and there was reallyyy good food!!!
yummy yummy yummmm!!!
Faiz got a new bike!! honda phantom!! he rode me around school on tuesdayy =)

2009-05-29T08:43:00.001-07:00

Todayy was a funfun dayyy!!
SASI FINALLY GRADUATED!!!
&& that only means, tonsa photossssssss!!!(will upload once i get it!)
Yaso and shazana came to school too..
Sasi,Puva,Daya,Asraf,Chandini,Bavani,Me,Yasotha & shazana were slacking in school till late...
Later Me,Daya,Puva & shazana went to clementi to pass deb her stuff and then went to ABC market to meet the rest(Bavani,Naven,Vishaal,Anand,Imraan,Yusouf,Qualee).
Yasotha joined us later.
Drank bandung(shared with puva..)
OOOH got the jersey todayy! i think its pretty cool!! =))

&& puva is an ass..sent 'i love you' messages to unknown people and some of my friends...He thinks its funny..idiotoooooo...

2009-05-27T22:23:00.000-07:00

Went over to Puva's place to watch the game in the morning..
Thank god Anand was driving so was kind enough to pick us up and sent me back home...
Puva's sofa is damn comfy to sleep!!!
BARCELONA WAS AWESOME!!Awesome passing!!! the first few minutes of the game was scary though,Manu making some shots and barcelona's goalkeeper was a lil' clumsy..
Puva,Anand & I were rooting for barcelona!!
Thierry henry finally got to hold the cup,which he damn well deserves..
Messi was awesome as ever!!!

Had a long talk with mummy, today will be part2..i just feel like telling her everything and crying to her but i know i can't cause i don't wanna hurt her..=(